Beautiful in the rain

Sitting here in the still silent sanctuary, Looking out upon a rain drenched World. The colors of life bloomed before me. My thoughts drifted to the blessing I see. In this still quiet beautiful place I smile; For dreams can come to be reality. A hard life, a broken soul, shattered... Nothing wasted, things not …

West Coast blues

I miss the giant redwoods The expansive pacific ocean The high reaching mountains The sea cliffs plunging down Do I really miss them Or does this new place just remind me Remind me that I am small Insignificant A mere mortal amongst it all Just a reminder that I have Had nothing It's been lost …

Running in vain

You knew you could never outrun itIt had more stamina than youMoving to a different place from itWas not going to make it go awayBe someplace new was never the answerBut what was the questions you hadIt all seems so very confusing to seeTo much to express the emotionsYour experience does not matter hereYou understood …

The sea, To me

To most they will never understand, the meaning of the sea to me. My world is incomplete without such a scape stretching for miles into cerulean. I get lost in the colors of the tides ebbing at my feet. One grand expansion shaded with so many variations. The bright, shimmering aquamarines dancing in the glimmer. …

Past pages

Do you hear that distance from the presentThe sound of of pain screaming echos onFrom the past trickles something unpleasantTo eternally be as the dying winds of Babylon Did dreams exist amongst fading embersSparkless passion is nothing at allNot a soul stands near that remembersThat once was lovely before the fall Emptiness is all encompassing …

Shocked into numbness

I stand on the precipiceLooking far into the abyssDarkness surrounding meEvery fiber of my being is numbFalling off my ledge of sanitySeemingly to float through each momentBrokenMemories of loneliness flood inI am consumed by nothingOverwhelmed by emptinessLost in my realityWhat isn't isWhat have I doneWhere have you goneWas it all a dreamDid I create you …

Faithless are thee

Do you remain faithful Do you stand trueRemember who you areWhat do you stand forDo you have morals ruling youStanding strong and steadfastLove is not a game to you Or do you leave at the slightest inconvenienceDisappear when you nó longer feel like stayingWhen the twitterpated touch has fadedWhen your love fever has goneYou turn …

I’m fed up with you

What am I supposed to doTo be treated with no thoughtAs though I matter not a lotDo I really mean nothing to you Just a broken thing over hereMy voice to speak for meNo of course that cannot beAll I can muster in this is tear I had once believed in dreamsTo dance among the …

I am Violet Evergarden

I did not understand I was unaware What was life What was love How do I get by How do I move forward I need an order Someone's command My past was living Or not alive Like that of a doll Lifeless Emotionless Without any feelings at all Then I was jolted I realized That …

It Returns

MiseryI wallowI wailSorrows aboundBrokenShatteredWhat is thereTiredFearfulJust let me waste awayBitter tearsStream downFallingGentlyFreelyFrom the this heart of mimeWhyHowExhaustedWhere do I restSo lonelyVery aloneA trail of painDon't fallDeeperDeeperInto darknessDon't forgetThe lightYour wayFight the urgesDo notSuccumbYou've come so farYesIt hurtsI want to dieI want to bleedI can not lieButIf I goWill I returnSanityLostForeverNothingEmptyChangedMy endingMy nightmaresAre they