Longing for days, I never had

I wish for places where I belonged
Places where, once, I am myself

The comfort of a memory in safety
Those moments frozen time

You were there, on those days
In those places where I was

The fear, the fretting, the lack of me
Everything I was I could never see

I suppose there never was a place
No places where I could be free

The longing for something sweet
Something passed away

I never really had those places
So I guess my longing isn’t true